I am a winner by virtue of my desire, belief, vision, and intention.
I bring fresh inspiration into the world and am "master of my domain."
REFLECT, REPENT, REBOOT
One very smart cat. Oreo came into the Shelter on her own paws from our feral population. She was not doing very well due to a herpes infection that totally messed up her nasal passage. She is doing much better now but still sneezing so she is still in the isolation unit to give her a chance to get over that issue. But she is very loving and whenever I pick her up, she snuggles into my arms like she never wants to let go. One of the big pluses about helping with these cats is the amazing amount of love that is stored in such tiny animals. Big hearts, bitty critters. This might be an option for having folks see the cats in this natural environment
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defalcation - Definition from the Merriam-Webster Online Dictionary
Look to the words people use before believing them. If a caller to C-Span uses words this obscure and believe me folks, I am a master of the obscure word, then what is it they are trying to make us believe. Are they making themselves out to be better and more believable than the rest of us by using mind-crunching words. Defalcation is a word I have never heard in my 20+ years as a legal secretary and with my BA in Humanities/English. This word specifically refers to the Bankruptcy Code. It dates from the 15th century. I would rather look to the archaic meaning of making a deduction to conclude fact but the current meaning is failure to meet a promise or expectation or embezzling. When this term is applied to Senator Ted Stevens we need to find out why the caller felt qualified to judge. And in judging, who knows whether he is correct or not. All I can tell you, is that using words like this without simple English is misleading and wrong.
There was a segment on Ace of Cakes tonight that absolutely restores my faith that I can continue to deal with life on life's terms. One of the guys dropped a cake and totally destroyed it. He told the customer he'd be back in 5 1/2 hours with a new cake. And he did. This is just like so much life my life right now. The 'come back' kid. Just pull myself together, no more feeling stuck in the old job and the new anger at the situation. The old ways don't work. So now to find ways that do work. Life takes action, beauty, passion. The glue for the heartbreak? The scissors for cutting the cord? The picture below says it all. Keep on fishing.![]()
I say yes, grief is good in some instances. Grieving (really good grieving) involves letting go of prior assumptions, prior jobs, prior relationships, prior life experiences that become habits. Like me having coffee before I go to sleep. Habits. Letting go of midnight coffee? Unthinkable. Impossible. I would be so sad to have to do that. It would be tough. And yet that is such a small thing for me to get used to considering that my friends and I have been laid off from the law firm I worked at for 15 years. 15 years. The grief is hitting me on many levels. The habit of going into work. The habit of having friends at work I won't be seeing anymore. The habit of having cash handy for things like cat food and rent and gas for my car. Letting go of the assumption that if I work hard and stay focused, management will value me. Letting go of the fallacy that having longevity would protect me from being let go. But it is 'just business.' Nothing personal. To someone reviewing the law firm financial sheets, I am just red ink on a ledger. Not worth the heath insurance, not worth the salary, the overtime, the carrying cost of paying for vacation that I hardly ever take. A few years ago, this assessment by strangers who didn't have my interest at heart would have devastated me. Today? It is a bump in my road because I know I am so much more than a blot of red ink on a page. I am worth so much more. To myself, to my family, to my cats, to the cattery, to my dreams. So I redraft myself into what and who I am. A dreamer, an artist, a writer, a creative soul. Stay strong, stay in the game of life, continue to be .... the bee. Buzz.
You have got to watch this on YouTube. The guy is an amazing singer. Truly awesome. Kaspar Ny