Koans

Life is a bumpy road. Pain happens, life happens, joy happens, death happens. Letting go of the pain is a journey to trust that life without pain is somehow not scarey. That I can float on the ocean of awareness without needing pain to drive me to create. What will that feel like -- to trust myself? to trust life? to trust those around me? So the koan for the night? What is the feeling of no pain?