Waiting for Emotions to Catch up to Thinking

Wanting for nothing but still feeling empty. Isolation is no fun. I make mild fun of myself for having no close friends but it is no laughing matter. I laugh at people skills but envy those who have them. Some of my skills (fact ferreting, animals, rescue) come naturally but people are a place on my interior map marked "here be dragons." I am finally coming to grips with the fact intellectually so with luck my emotions will catch up. Until then Peace